As of the passing Friday I am no longer a student at Northfields.
It comes as a relief to be honest that I no longer have to deal with shit xD
I'll miss parts, I guess, but overall I'm elated to be leaving.
I had my prom on Friday which was lovely.
I had people I'd never spoken to comlimenting me
and even people who knocked me out telling me I was 'beautiful.'
After I recieve my results that determine my future
I'll be going to Dunstable college studying Psycology, Sociology, English Language and Film Studies at A-level.
Nobody else, except one girl I rarely talk to, is going to college as well and really I kind've like the prospect of being able to have a fresh start.
My best friends are going to Queensbury, a sixth form,
and I wish them luck

I'm excited and confused as to what I'm going to do with myself for the next 8 weeks of my life though.
I guess they'll be the general hanging out with friends and going on day trips stuff, but here's also the searching for a job prospect
which annoys me because 18 work applications have gotten me nowhere ¬_¬

It's getting to the point where I also think that a new style is in order.
I like my clothes, don't get me wrong, I'm just feeling a little more bland than I'd like.
The 'Thirty-year-old Mother' fashion has recently been creeping back
and the sooner I can dress my age the better.
I'm also signing up to my local gym and I'm quite enjoying exercise at the moment.

In the way of stories and poetry what with their being eight weeks free
I'll definately get something done ^_^
I say this alot, I know, but with eight weeks and a streak of determination
I'm sure I'll get there.

Personal life with friends and relationships is pretty settled.
I'm hopefully going away for the weekend this week with a group of my friends
which should be fun ^__^
I'm also in a very lovely relationship at the moment
which is definately looking up.

I'm ready to turn a corner with my life, writing and I might start doing more photography soon.
Whatever this boosy of confidence is I like it
so here's to the future, right?
It can't be any worse than what's already happened.

- Emily.